My name's Penny and I've been an adult baby girl since my boyfriend introduced me to the scene at eighteen. I'm now twenty-two and my interest has only grown. Anyway, since I'm already an adult actress and professional submissive, Daddy (my boyfriend) and I decided that it would be a good idea to document our diapered fun on this website! I wet my bed occasionally when I'm stressed out or have a particularly scary or stressful dream. I've just always done so. However, all day time accidents are staged or the result of some sort of weird pee pee torture. Keep in mind that I have no physical medical problems and am not a medical wearer--I'm just a dork.

When I was a kid I had to wore diapers at night because I was a bed-wetter. Once I outgrew the baby diapers at about six, my mom just slapped a plastic sheet on my bed and taught me how to run the washing machine. (I would get embarrassed and not tell her, so it was just easier for me to wash them myself.) I like the way cloth feels better, but I usually wear disposables because they're more convenient. I like Molicares the best, but GoodNites are cheap. I just wish they taped on instead of pulling up! However, I didn't start sexualizing diapers until I was eighteen and met my boyfriend. It took him a while to tell me that he got off on diapers and stuff, but it also took me a while to tell him that I had accidents in his bed sometimes! I never felt so loved and accepted as when he said he liked that horribly embarrassing thing about me and that he even thought it was cute when I would blush and cry after an accident.

I met my boyfriend online through a post on Craig's List, looking for someone to do daddy/daughter role play. I answered it and immediately liked him. He was eight years older than me and thought I was too young for a relationship, but I was persistent and indulged a fetish that no other girl ever had, so he asked me to date him! I moved in with him a month later and we've been together for three years as of January 2007. I was already into daddy/daughter role play and water sports. However, I would never have gotten into diapers if he hadn't done some very specific things.

First, he let me know that he liked frilly-butt and tie-side panties. He bought me some really thick ones that felt a little like diapers. He started tying my panties on me, like a diaper and even started using baby powder, too. Eventually he started showing me Japanese diaper porn. At first it was clean, but he started slipping in pictures of girls wetting their diapers. He said he didn't like that part, but I knew he did and eventually he admitted it.

One day, he took out all the old lingerie and things he'd bought his ex girlfriend. I went though it and found adult-sized footie jammies and some cloth diapers. The cat was out of the bag. He made some excuses, but it was obvious that he was feeling me out. I asked to be dressed up and he complied. We both got so hot we had sex right there. Afterwards, I told him about my occasional accidents. Thus, a Daddy/AB relationship was begun. :)

I consider the AB/DL lifestyle to be an off-shoot of BDSM. For me, the appeal lies in the complete loss of control that comes with the parental discipline I receive from my boyfriend and the erotic embarrassment I must endure. I also enjoy the unconditional filial/parental love that we get to share. In addition I like being able to make demands and express frustration without breaking scene, as I have to when I'm in a more traditional BDSM relationship. Overall, this is a fantasy that is only very loosely based on actual parent-child relationships. It should not and does not involve minors in any way, just like any other fetish.